Only In My Dreams

I held you in my dreams last night. The first time I've dreamt of you since you left this earth. I held you and wouldn't put you down. It felt like forever, the kind of forever I long for. I hope you're still the 2.5 year old baby boy you were when you left this earth, still longing for Mommy snuggles. I love you my angel boy, and can't wait to hold you for an eternity.

I shared this to my social media platforms Friday, February 24th, and yesterday in church, a sweet sister slipped me a note that read, "yes, 1 John 3:8 says, "one day is as a thousand years." So he's still your baby boy waiting on you." Isn't is amazing how God speaks to us at the perfect time, in the most perfect way? He knew my mama heart needed to know my baby would still be a baby when I arrived to heaven, so He gave me the answer through His Holy Word, via a kind of servant of God, and settled my worry. What a gracious and loving God I serve.